Why am I so triggered and depressed over a minor thing?

You do not spread gossip/news unless it is trivial, but if it’s not about any of your friends, well…

Opening Countless Tabs

I will continue exposing you regardless of being a panhandler, injured , or weak , old and defenseless. I don't care nomatter even if you kill me this time instead of injuring me in the head . Because becoming a Homosexual or spy or Isis or church saint missionary etc will automatically makes me a part of crimes , secret crimes , political gangs and parties , violation of human rights violations by Judo Christian or Moslems or Barzani's family or fake democratic opposition Kurds or Homosexuals all along the history. Better die straight , hurt , injured , and poor than become an embarrsing cheap , laughing Stack and low , sacrfice goat cok sucker .

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When you let your guards down, open up your trust towards them, allow your boundaries to become relaxed . You want to have sex , they call you slut or a dirty stud . Or they sex the girl and vice versa , take advantage of you and leave. Or they shut you off emotionally By being rude , hard to talk to . When you leave them alone , they make noise , charming , staffs , switching off suddenly, and being too Sweet or again too busy for you.

According to Google that “ Consideration means having empathy for another person and conducting yourself through thoughtful behaviour when interacting with someone else and looking at them in a clean heart way , without having or developing bad hidden motives towards them while you are talking or looking at them, at least nuetural heart if not humane and polite heart.

If someone cuts off my basic needs .

Why do some people have sex with dogs?

While using a public toilet, leave the toilet dry and clean.

Blocking my vision.

Bragging

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Skipping Meals

Different people become angry for different reasons. Those who become angry for good reasons are fighting human rights abuse , but those who become angry for bad reasons are stupid and should not become angry or else they should be put medication or anger management classes and even jail and probation if they become violent and dangerous towards others .

While calling the lift, press only once .Have a little patience the lift would come.

How long will it take Christian president-elect Donald J. Trump to restore our nation's moral values?

Deprived

When I am sleeping and sick or very tired or need sleep to function.

Masturbating

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Bullying People

Kitchener Ontario Canada

Stand up to bullies. Protect those bullied.

"More problems than it was helping”: Behind the growing distrust of antidepressants - Salon.com

Return things within time.

Injured

Don't make loud noises around poeple if you don't have a good reason like work and duties.

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Always speak the truth.

Tortured

A sport coat is worth a thousand words.

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Put down

Always hold the door open for others.

Respect your teachers….who always force us to the next level.

What was it like being spanked as a kid?

Do not make sound while sipping tea or soup or while eating.

Hoarding

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Whining

Snacking

They use excuses to justfy action against you. They hype your anger , exaggerated it or call it over sex addiction or blackmail business to make it like you are wrong , sick. And act like you want to take over Canada for free like a gangster. They hype it exaggerate it to hit the sentiments of Canadian rich poeple , gangs , street guys , Patriots , military , government to take action against you. They send informers , gangs to harrass you and get you fight them phisically. Police and lawyers, probation officers , gets busy. However if you keep peace and are all nice and respectful , you are still in troubles. Church and mosque comes after you to use you. There's no way out . That's my story in Canada.

Why have cell phones, the internet, and reality TV turned the world into a toilet, as this has not advanced us in any way?

Kissing & Telling

Someone who repeat the same mistakes against me .

YouTube

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Pinching Pennies

Not staring at strangers in public.

Neglected

If a guy is attracting a bunch of what he believes to be "ugly" women, is he crushing the dating game?

Afflicted

To deny someone from having fun and to play in between him/ her and his family , friends and lovers and break them apart. To disrespect people. To withhold sex , or other sweet and important things from someone to get them become angry.Screaming children. Too many incoming phone calls and texts at once. Constant Loud noises. The neighbour’s noise and barking dogs.

One-Upping

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I have decided not to contact police or take the side of anyone in this world. If I have money, I will go back home Iraq. If not. I will continue living my shitty life and watch Canadian secret service agents to see what they will do to me. If they continue pushing for turning me into an Islamist or judo Christian spy or a Homosexual or this and that other than a straight old secular disable injured man panhandling . Or if you send poeple to desrespect me or play with my life , I will insult the Roman Jesus Christ and Europeans men and women right away.

In NATO nations if you don't know law plus act peaceful and forgiving or ignore arguments and fights or loose and relax , church mosque synagogue, business gangs and spy agents come after you to use you. Because you fit thier demands and agendas as a person with the right traits and qualities. They build credit by using your beautiful charcheter and make money out of you. And they blame it on you for not standing up for yourself and rights . Wouldn't that make you angry and suicidal?

Furthermore , as a part of sucide program they use , For example , I suffer . I panhandle. I live in dirty places . Iam injured. Nobody compensated me. I nice music and post it online , the same haters criminals who have hurt me and covered up , paying rooming house guys addicts to desrespect me and cut off my internet. They continue slamming the doors to distract me mixing music or sleeping. They spy on me through my electronics and wireless camiras inside my room and they coordinator thier walking on my way on the halls to washrooms as soon as I get out . It has happened like this more than 20 times . It's hate . It's mind control. It's nerve racking.

Has your wife made you a cuckold?

Don’t try to impose your opinions on others. If you think the guy’s opinion is problematic, talk/debate formally.

If you go towards a group and they suddenly change their topic, better to leave them alone.

Manner means be polite, thankful when helped , respected and to be thoughtful about the needs of others too when you see them need something and you can help them . You can at least avoid hurting them or adding more salt to thier injuries. It means To act and speak humbly, thoughtfully and politely at gatherings. It's opposite to be rude , arrogant ruthless , ignorant and inconsiderate.

Being Overly Critical

When someone humiliate and desrespect me in the public or inside for no good reason.

When a man sexually touch.

Sticking bad and negative adjectives and names on me while I am not.

Binge Watching Netflix

Saying “Ummm” And “Ahhh”

Gossiping

Cheek Biting

Annoying People On Purpose

Drinking Energy Drinks

When someone makes a dirty mess like in the rooming house guys, in the washrooms , kitchen etc and accuse me of being dirty.

When you make a phonecall to someone,you tell your name, the name of person you want to speak to and the reason you have called up. Don't ask others name.

Use and abuse me.

Return a borrowed car with a full tank of gas.

Always protect your siblings (and teammates).

Leaving Your Wallet / Keys In Random Places

Rambling

Don't compare yourself to others also don't compare others to anyone.”””…

Not Holding Eye Contact

The only time we need to use the word “provoked” is in right and fair logical , self defense with enough evidence , explaining for some action logically and fairly , we took, ( hurt and damage emotionally , phiscally finicially ) and as the reason to justify those actions and be set free from wrong judgment and guilt.

Breaking Promises To Yourself

Treat your subordinates , or people under low working class with due respect. Don't ill treat them just because you are in the top of the ladder. It will not take more time for life's wheel to turn the other way around.

Taking responsibility for actions.

How do you fight the push and pull (manipulation) tactic if you want to win him?

Do not spit or throw garbage on the road or in public.

Wronged

Be big enough to recognize when you are wrong, and humble enough to say you are sorry.

Also , Ontario housing of Canada refused to give me housing as a person who smoke weed and dirty. The Barzani's family and Canadian Government has a hand in it . If I call police , like I have done it before calling police of Kitchener. Officer hunter was investigating my complain about espionage and the rooming house guys . He told me that I have been hallucinated because I smoke weed . Nobody spy on me . He advised me to go to doctor take my medication and sleep. He said that is the only you can deal with hallucinations paranoia and feel mental stable without accusing poeple of spying on you. Poeple are busy.

Spying on you and Stealing your private life information and spreading it to people. Spreading rumours about . To Scare off someone. To tease , poke , touch and bug someone on and on . To make fun of someone's life , appearance and things they have. To beat someone. To insult someone. To frustrate someone , to turn people against someone. To put pressure on someone at work . To force someone to do something for you. To cut him / her off something they enjoy doing it.

Psychology, law and ethics

If the teacher forgets to check for homework and your friend forgot to do it, you do not, under any circumstances, ask “Wasn’t there homework due today?”

Share food.

Playing Kingdom Rush

Intimidated

Never ever open a close colleague's bag ( females) without the permission.

Blamed

Grinding Your Teeth

Cheated

Porn Watching

If you see a guy peeing into a urinal, and there are open urinals all around him, don’t use the urinal right next to him.

Losing Your Temper

Complaining

Make ugly and disgusting noises close to me .

Be confident and humble at the same time.

Don't talk back.

Being An Attention Hog

Don't give bad looks to poeple if you have no good reason.

Eating Too Fast / Not Chewing

Scratching An Itch

Procrastinating

Leaving The Fridge Open

After writing an angry email, read it carefully. Then delete it.

Rebuffed

Abused

Provocations is important to know in law , self defense in criminal matters. It's usually someone who is behaving “provocatively” in the word , speaking , writing , photos , etc , school , business , competition , body language or action ways close to you or from far away.

This is kouhan Fatah speaking about things and type of poeple who make me angry. Don't forget it . It's important. If you take it as a joke, you are responsible for my anger .

Staying Up Late

Belching

Don't get jealous of anyone.

Trolling Comments

Damaging my good work record.

Skipping The Gym

Being Late

Hold your heroes to a higher standard.

Eat lunch with the new kid.

Do not drink the water directly from bottle ( touching mouth), if it is others.

m&m’s

Forcing me to love or be loyal to someone or some groups.

When someone come to visit me or knock on my door or bang my door or shout behind my door , or disturb me , for no good reason , I really become angry.

If you are entering someone room/ cabin, knock before entering and seek permission.

Kouhan Fatah

When someone bother me for no good reason.

Hacking my Facebook account.

Chastised

Ignored

Buzz-friggin’-feed

Cracking Your Knuckles

Fiddling With Your Hair

Screwed

Do not move hands while speaking.

Drinking Coffee

In second case, anger is a sign of weakness and lack of confidence. If something is not going in our favour or according to our will, we get angry and often don’t hesitate to express our anger. We also sometimes get angry if we are loosing, maybe a game, a conversation or any competition.

Respect other people’s property. Return borrowed pencils, don’t smudge their phone if you use it, and pay back loans from your friends.

Lying

Again , this another way to encourage poeple to argue and encourage fights between me and poeple rather than peace justice and avoidance of problems and bad poeple. The problem is Iam not getting desrespected by more than one person . And it's not only once in a month or a year. It's every 2 to 3 days . It happens systematically with espionage and teach downs of my movements. I am sending my privacy right violations and reporting it to RCMP and police of Canada . If they continue calling me sick and hallucinated. And if they ignore investigating it . And if it happens more , I would have a solid justification to continue writing , talking and the Barzani's family , Kurds , police and Canada whenever I get desrespected.

You do not leave a friend on read, opened (Snapchat), or seen. However, not opening a text, Snap, DM, or other message is okay.

Respect people regardless of their job.

When someone spread ugly insulting, made up and fabricated testimonies, stories , accusations , CGI video , or private matters , morphed photos recording , voice etc about me.

You have manners and considerations that go hand in hand to behave excellent mostly in your daily life especially when interacting with people.

Dishonest and unfair treatment.lies that causes big harms emotionally and physically or financially.

Thank a veteran. Then make it up to him.

Show gratitude to God for all you have in life.

Drinking Tea

Being able to swallow pride and actually making an honest apology when you honestly offend someone or do something that affects them in a bad way instead of trying to find a way to put the blame back on them.

They make noise around you when you busy your self with internet. They want you to look at poeple or around yourself. Sometimes when you look at beautiful women , they send a Stinky street guy or 2 to come around you and disgust your appetite and make loud noises around you or threaten you. They make you leave the public and run or fistfight them and face the consequences. This can happen even in a relationship or at work.

Chewing With Mouth Open

The Ultimately , they want to see you rape , kill ,jump at poeple, run after whores , punch or kill yourself or grow beard and put your head down and go to mosque or church. It's human trafficking business. If you become sick from peace , privacy , and mind games exhausted , from there doctors and police ambulance would take you over . They look you up at mental health services hospital. They call you dangerous to the public. To leave someone alone , and respect thier rights means you need to stop doing all of these subtle and obvious violations of human rights against poeple like me .

Eating Past 8 P.M

Being Unfriendly

Talking to me loudly.

Not interrupting people when they are talking.

Losing Focus

Saying “Yes” To Everything

Punched

Defeated

Ask your mom to play. She won’t let you win.

Day Dreaming

Eating Dairy

Diminished

If someone cut off my sources of legit fun , life interests , and health cure .

Eating Fast Food

Chewing Tobacco

Write down your dreams.

Calling me masochist or labeling me and sticking different mental sicknesses on me . While I am not.

P.S: Pavlok will never judge you. Some habits are objectively bad, e.g., smoking kills you. Other habits like “sleeping in” depend on context, like if it’s making you late for work. And still other habits aren’t really either good or bad, it’s just personal preference. Also, if you have a condition that puts you or anyone at risk of serious harm you must see a medical professional immediately and you can ask your doctor if Pavlok is right for you.

Eavesdropping

If you need music on the beach, you’re missing the point.

My writings about key questions of life , are pretty much is reaching an end . Iam getting tired. My eyes are getting weak . Not much left to say . I don't like to argue verbally. I have head injuries. It's not good for me .

Do not try to listen to two persons talk.

Not letting the door slam in anyone's face when you enter or exit a building.

When there is a queue, wait for your chance, don't barge.

When shaking hands, grip firmly and look the person in the eye.

Talking In Class

Don't hurt your parents.

Bleeding

The secretive plan of provoking you to become angry starts by first finding your weak points , spying on you , daily , and sending or setting up their guys on your ways or at places you go . Spying is done by first they bug your communication, watch your moves , and listen to what you say and realize your points of weakness and what bothers you. They then develop a dialogue to irritate those point. Then they double down on the attack and repeat those points until they get a reaction. Then they refine the points to get bigger reactions. Once the reaction gets to be huge - expect a punch in the nose.

When someone accuse me of being a gay or a spy and I am not.

Never be too busy for a friendly visit or much needed ear.

Being a polite driver.

Biting Your Disgusting Toe Nails

When a woman or a man that I don't like comes close to me or touch me or talk to me or message , signal me etc .

You may eat once everyone is seated at the table and the cook has lifted his/her fork off of the napkin.

Invasion of privacy and space.

Burned

Emotional Shopping

Littering (really, stop littering)

When entrusted with a secret, keep it.

Someone Disagree to reason, logic and rationality when I convince and Iam right.

Sleeping-in

Thumb Sucking

If you are coughing and you have to clean your throat, go to the toilet and do it.

Learn how to grill well.

To lie and deceive someone. To play with the emotions of someone. To take their belongings and not bring back . To boss then around. To dig into their private life. To embarrass them in any possible way.

Don’t let a wishbone grow where a backbone should be.

Humming To Yourself

You marry the girl, you marry her family.

Offended

Biting Fingernails

Spending On Credit Cards

Lots of poeple provoke me to shout and disrespect in the public. They desrespect me emotionally. Or financially and phisically. Sometimes severely in a big and serious dangerous way and sometimes in a small harmful ways , like spiitin on me or swearing or coming around me threatening and leave , or sexually desrespect me through body language b, words , etc or humiliate me infront of women and friends. At the end someone must do something bad like this to provoke me into a bad reaction and response. But fairly. I desrespect just as they do . But , don't desrespect fairly. They hurt me phiscally too.

Cheating on me . Framing me . Making up stories on my behalf. Selling me . All these are deadly triggers of anger in me .Discrediting my writings about violation of human rights against me .

When someone threat me when I am innocent.

It's violation. It's espionage. It's not coincidence. It's violation of human rights. In fact Espionage doesn't bother me ( you can't stop it by the way . How ? ) when someone is only spying at me to look at my pines or the way I sleep or sex . Because I don't do nothing illgal in my room. And I don't have hidden crimes from the past . But , what bothers me about espionage is the coordinating of the sophisticated spy with his/her team to come on my way walking or biking or by car , screeching , intimidating or sending them waiting around corners in the public , lurke to hit me with the door of a store I go to or the place I walk by or when if Iam walking wrong side at light or in the streets. They send poeple on my who look like poeple I know from Iraq . It makes me wonder and think if that's him/her or not . It distract my mind from focusing on my walking and traffic rules momentarily.

Take advantage of me .

Being A Know-It-All

Popping Zits

One more time I went to Kitchener police station to report the rooming house guys and thier harrsaments especially the Roman Prist. Again they told me Iam sick and I need to take medication. Police told me that I have the right to self defense if anyone bother me or come on my way or harrsaments. He was wondering why I don't defend myself and argue with poeple over my rights while I write about law and violation of my rights.

Kitchener Ontario Canada

Giving Away “Tells” In Poker

When Iam eating and someone talk or show dirty disgusting staffs , or making puking , irritating noises , ugly disgusting words , images , moves , body language etc .

We usually easily get angry over two type of persons: (1) persons very close to us (2) unknown persons or not so open to us . In case of close ones, we easily express anger because we got irritated over trivial matters and we know that they are not gonna leave us.

All Work And No Play

Gambling

In other words, any hyper vigilance towards them is dropped by you, then they are up to their shenanigans again, most likely planning a way to get a boost of supply from you, sometimes unexpectedly.And if you distance yourself, whether physically or emotionally, they must pull you back in. They will never leave you alone. You will see it in the haters and narcissist’s eyes, that haunted look of someone who never lived, someone who wanders the earth restlessly, wanting to be the best, but always failing because they don't put in the effort. They are mostly slavery masters and human dealers.

Forgetting Names Of People You Meet

Over Medicating

Watching Reality Television

Humiliated

Slighted

In a negotiation, never make the first offer.

Not Doing Your Homework

Agonized

Hair Pulling

Usually snobbish are inconsiderate . Because they consider themselves to be above most people and need to be catered to. I hope that isn’t so, but you will not win friends and influence people if you proceed with your stated response.

Speaking With Your Mouth Full

Always try not to talk to someone wearing headphones or earphones in public.

Conditioning love sex relationships to aggressive behaviour or money or gun using.

Eating Candy

Subject: provocations and subtle human rights violations.

The more things that add onto the last one , pile up , the more they hurt and pressure you. You end up causing yourself suicidal or to attack people with suicidal thoughts and actions , if they can’t resolve it inner peacefully with themselves or with others . It may be hard to let go of those things . And you also might be the person in an existential denial over your condition of state, someone who wants to do the best to deny something they feel isn’t right. Or someone who feels like they shouldn’t let go of something that impacted them so much. And the abuse continue or will not end till you die.

Putting Dishes In Sink And Not Washing Them

Loitering

Tapping Fingers/Pens/Etc.

And finally , people also become angry when No one listen to you . Everyone try to make you come off as lair even when you speak the truth. They dominant your conversation. They make loud noise while you are sitting at a place eating or drinking. Loud noise around where you live to deny you sleep.Being treated unfairly , not having money , work , a good clean place for living or having Pain , injuries , bad memories , sickness can also make someone angry.

Online Surfing In Class

Checking Your Hair / Eyebrows / Makeup / Nails

If you have borrowed pen etc. from someone in office, return it before you are asked for it.

What do people frequently do in the home or in the public that get on your angry and nerves?

Chewing On Your Hair

Don't take for granted ,the sharing of food with intimate friends in the same plate. They may not like it.

Devalued

Talking About Your Sister Behind Her Back

Hold the umbrella and offer your arm.

Eating Cookies Every Damn Day

Restrict my freedoms.

Licking Your Lips

When someone accuse me of being sick when I am not.

You’re never too old to learn something new.

For example , Iam writing, talking and defending my rights against disrespect , injuries, espionage and harrsaments in the public and at the rooming house. Nothing else. Don't put your nose in my private business . I DJ music or I joke with a lady , or ignore a lady or a peace of shiit abusive backward person , is my business.

Spying on my private conversations.

Nibbling While Cooking

Don't grab people's belongings and goodies.

According to Google:

For men personally , nothing meaningful in Canada . It's Just abuse , assaults , jailed , and daily abuse through espionage. Benefits are some food plus rent of a dirty room with some sick addicts who deny you peace with loud noises and bangs . In NATO nations , if you as an immigrant stand up for your self in the public , the government call you a gangster or a thug or a dangerous person and a rapist or planning to rape . And they spy on you. So , it makes me go outrageous. I become suicidal angry. Especially when you are innocent and gentlemen.

controlled..Be aware of the weak pompous Kurds , all kinds of Kurds , as for They are loose , in loyalty and easy to betray you and sell you. I will never trust Judo Christian, Moslems in NATO nations and Kurds .With sucide attacks and my death I will put an end to your sick dream of turning me into an Isis terrorist or church Mossad spy or Wahabi or Afghans , or Indian or PKK or a Homosexual. You better not link me to Islamists or Russian or Shi'a or Turks or Chinese or Zoresterian with fabricated evidence, addict testimonies , weak immigrants sex and money addicts or with Facebook hacking sex and work sanctions and torture.

Leaving The Heat On When You Go Out

If a person who is extremely stupid , dangerous , sick , no manner , no respect , crminalistic , potentially or not , or lazy has an impact on my life. Might be some of his activities that he or she hurt or procrastinates delays my life , my rights , my important task , it will also make me angry.

Talking To Yourself

Using Devices At Night

Arranging Instead of Cleaning

Tormented

Insulted

Popping Gum

Victimized

While coming in and going out, leave the door gently, don't bang.

Disrespected

But , Iam still aware. As soon as a car or bike or a dog or a thug comes close to me , I run away from them . If I was an aware I would have been hit by car long time ago or I would hurt someone and go to jail. But I avoid it. Though everyone tells me coward , but I call it taking precautions with bad poeple.And I report it too. I have survived many close car accident against me in Kitchener. Many times. Police know about it . But they think it's my fault because I smoke weed .

When a woman accuse me of being obsesed with her and love her , and Iam not.

If someone expect something from me and they are not supposed to. I hate it .

Apologize , if it's your mistake. Yes, you should do it.

What are some proper manners for everyday life?

Dragging me into fights arguments.

Slouching While Walking

Annihilated

When your friend shows you a picture on their phone, don’t scroll/swipe to other photos.

Coming to close to my face .

Quora

Don't talk to poeple rudely if you have no good reason.

Use polite words.

Don't stand infront of someone close to their face while they are sitting.

Do not suddenly speak in between,when two people are talking.

Letting Fear Stop You From Trying Something New

Fiddling With Keys

Damaged

Always chew with your mouth closed.

Forgetting What You’ve Told Someone

Exaggerating

When Iam in the middle of doing a very important work.

Shoplifting

Yelling At Your BF/GF

Crushed

Snubbed

Watching Seinfeld Reruns

Speak politely amd softly.

Be like a duck. Remain calm on the surface and paddle like crazy underneath.

Picking Scabs

Always offer to pay, and be ready to pay.

Laughed at

Always say thank you and write a thank you note.

Abased

Conning me , ripping me off .

Brutalized

Not Showering

Don't shake hands with wet hands.

D.on't pull others down. Lift them up.

Video Games

Take your hat off when you enter the house.

Using Your Maiden Name

Name Dropping

Taking off your sunglasses when people are talking to you so that they can see your eyes.

Waiting you your turn in line and not pushing in.

Manners maketh the man.

However it should always be kept in mind that anger causes only devastation. It will always result in loss of mental peace. We can shout over someone to satisfy our ego but it will never bring peace to us. Once my boss was informed of an argument of mine with some senior in office. He told me never let anger dominate you. "..

Talking During Movies

If you are in advanced classes, tell your friends which ones are actually worth taking. Do not ever try to academically sabotage your friends.

Give credit.

Not Protecting Yourself From The Sun

Open the car door for your passenger.

Forgetting To Shave

Sitting Too Close To The T.V

Do not appreciate my hard work and help.

Pocari Sweat From Japan (seriously, if you drink this for 2 or 3 days your body will crave it instead of water)

Speeding

Horking

Skipping Work

Pained

Falling Asleep In Class

You do not tell anyone the name of a friend’s crush if there exists a chance that that person may tell the crush.

Alcohol (if you think you may be an alcoholic, please get professional help)

Someone hurt me and Don't admit mistakes.

Not being sexist or racist.

Never turn down a breath mint.

Skipping Class

Never be afraid to ask out the best looking girl in the room.

Don’t look in your phone when someone is speaking to you.

According to Google that " Impulse thinking can make you outraged sometimes because you are treated unfairly often yet blamed yourself guilty on it or due to your response of getting overwhelmed at those small things. Also, there may be a chance that there are just so many small things bothering you together , that it end up making that much of an effect to become suicidal.

Squashed

Why do we feel hurt emotionally by words and signals or action of others?

Rejected

It's clear poeple who look for your weak points of life , personality , are powerful , capable spies have everything to use against you to stop you from critic doing of those who you critique or embarrss in your speaking and writing. They lose business , followers , powers and fans whom they use and abuse. . They are harmful, without empathy, hate criticism, are envious, want to put you down to make them better and are very sick and disordered people. They have to win, be better than and make you look worse than they do for their ego’s which need constant feeding. Don’t stay in these relationships. It will hurt you in the long run.